Run Away

My life is filled with run away
I went to study because of run from the cracking
I went to outside because I’m not comfort inside
I just say yes what they told
As long as I didn’t fell in trouble
I made myself busy when I can’t deny
I could only run when trouble comes
And I kept running until I found you
When I don’t want anyone to get hurt
But instead I hurt myself

I can't blame it to someone
That my choice and I know the consequences
I don’t want to be greedy in any case
If they want to have it, I’ll let go
There’s something more right over me
There’s something more right to their life
If that happens, there’s no more I can do
I will not let my self spoil it
I just hope they all have their happiness

About me who also looking for a happiness
Maybe you’re just my refuge
Cause my heart is still somewhere
Too many doubt to make a decision
My mind kept arguing with my feelings
And yet I found confidence until now
I don’t want to think about it for now
My another mind is still strong
If you can’t accept it, just hate me

About what I feel to you
I just can tell you this
If you ask me whether I want you
I would say I’m not sure then
But the answer is not always the same
If you really ask me in the right time
Just let me running toward you for this time
And about running from that problem
I promise I will come back someday
Try to resolve it without any revenge


Saturday, 18 Juny 2016