Kata-Kata

Aku terjebak dalam kata-kata
Aku tersesat oleh maknanya
Kalimat terurai tanpa jeda
Dimana kutemukan satu koma
Biar sejenak nafas ku hela

Aku terjebak dalam definisi
Untaian kata dalam diksi
Satu baris yang tersembunyi
Dalam bait romansa puisi
Aku terusik oleh misteri
Kala senja menyelimuti

Aku terjebak alunan melodi
Kata-kata dalam intonasi
Lirih yang pudarkan sunyi
Menuntunku untuk menari
Memupuk benih kasih
Juga rindu yang ku ingkari

Aku terjebak sebuah rasa
Kata yang merombak gulita
Indah terangkai dalam rima
Tapi aku rabun akan tanda
Hingga kian timbulkan tanya
Kata akhir dalam rahasia

Yogyakarta, 20 Februari 2017

I Wonder

I wonder if I have fall
Fly away break my wall
From the highest stars
Something I'm not sure of
Take a sympathy on my own
Laugh on my perfect hole

I wonder what I wish only
I'm searching for cranny
So I can found my sunny
But I keep got my worry
If it just my fantasy
To create my story

Don't ask me why
My heart beat and cry
But I can't do more lie
Do I still stand on the line
I just need the moon to light
Every single word to define
Cause i don't want any crime

I wonder what do you want
How do I open the door
But the wind keep blow
Before the rain go down
Can you see the crowd
If there's a great storm
I may should leave it all


Yogyakarta, 10 Februari 2017

She's lonely

She's lonely
Deep in her heart
Crying all the night
Regretting all mistake
Missing her old liberty
Missing her dignity
Missing her glory
Missing her lovely

She's lonely
Everything is hers
Talking to herself
Singing by herself
Got mad to herself
Chuckling by herself

She's lonely
She want her freedom
She want her home
She wish her hope
She wish her love
She like to know
She like to go

She's lonely
She look for trusty
She look for honesty
She hate a fiction
She hate an illussion
She yearn for back rest
She yearn for warmness

Yogyakarta, 1 Februari 2017