I Was the Hedgehog

I was like a hedgehog 
My body is filled with thorns 
That anytime can stand by it self 
When I feel in danger 
When I was in anger 
During these live in the dark night 
Covered by the chill breeze 
I need this thorn 
To crashing shrubs that block my way 
So I could go to any foreign place 
So that I can survive in this live 

Sometimes these thorns stand unbridled 
When myself tossed around in emotion 
When the logic undefeated by selfishness 
When patience has gone through its boundary 
I accidentally hurt who stand around me
Leave a scar in their body 
That's why I'd like to be alone 
To find my senses go back 
Let only me that know it 

Now I’m still looking for 
Something that can replace it 
That can protect from any danger 
That can make me feel the warmth of the sun 
That can calm my anger 
That can soften this hard skin of thorns 
So that I can stand in a crowded 
It would easy for me to get along 
Till i can feel that this world is beautiful 

Let me like this for awhile 
Let this body full of thorns 
Before I found it 
The armor that protect this body 
The fleece that provide warmth 
The sunshine that can melt ice 
The splash water that soothing 
Sound of bird that create a peace 
The rainbow that coloring this life

11 April 2015

Pagiku Berawan

Pagi mengawali hari 
Berharap mentari tak pernah lelah menerangi 
Setiap langkah kaki menapaki bumi 
Membuka mata yang masih menyipit 
Agar jalan terang kutelusuri 
Agar mudah kugapai mimpi 

Baru saja ku saksikan terang bintang 
Di langit malamku yang gelap remang 
Penuh seksama kerlipnya kuperhatikan 
Hingga warna warni cahayanya tersampaikan 
Kadang pandangnku beralih pada senyuman bulan 
Sebelum ku terbaring dalam ranjang 
Mengarungi dunia khayal tanpa rintang 
Berharap pagi menghadirkan langit yang sama 

Tapi kini tampak pagiku berawan 
Awan tampak kepayahan membawa beban 
Tak kudapati seberkas sinar menerawang pepohonan 
Burung-burung masih nampak lelap dalam sarang 
Mungkinkan keindahan tadi malam hanya khayalan 
Mungkinkah semua hanya imajinasi dalam lelap belaka 
Mungkin hanya kisah fana yang terangkai dalam asa 
Cerita tentang ukiran langit malam dalam romansa 

Tidak, semua yang kulihat adalah nyata 
Masih jelas terasa dingin angin malam menerpa 
Masih jelas terdengar kesunyiannya 
Secepat itukah langit berpaling muka 
Tak bisakah malam dan pagi berkawan 
Bersatu merangkai untaian kata 
Sudi mengabarkan cerita yang sama 

Aku senantiasa berdoa 
Angin berhembus menyapu langit senja 
Membawanya jauh ke tengah samudra 
Hingga bila nanti malam tiba 
Dalam hening saat kutengadahkan kepala 
Aku dapat melihat dalam telanjang mata 
Bintangku masih setia disana 
Menyinari malamku yang gelap gulita 
Bersama bulan dengan senyumnya 
Menjadikan tiap malamku penuh cerita 
Menjadikan kesendirian ini memiliki makna

April 2015

My old door

I feel your presence behind that door 
I don't want to believe it 
But when i hear your voice 
I'm sure, it was you 
Then I wait for you to knock it 
But thousand second has gone 
And I didn't hear any knocking 

I spent every second in my time 
I began feel worry 
Are you still there? 
Standing in front of my door 
Still hoping that door knocked by you 

One day I heard some weird voice 
But that's not your voice 
I'm curious what is in there 
But I have no courage to open that door 
Then I try to spy from the window 
But a bad circumstance that I see 

Really, really annoying 
I hate for having this feeling 
I hate for being falling 
I hate for being trapped 
I hate this all 
I regret once I look at from the window 

I regret I've ever expecting you 
Maybe I’m in over hope 
Maybe I’ve think some mistake 
Maybe you never intend to knock it 
Maybe you just layover for a moment 
Just for take shelter from the sun 
Or just for take shelter from the rain 
I don’t know what exactly happen 
I've trapped in this isolated room 
And I’ve locked in this room for a long time 

I let that door in the silent 
I don’t want to touch nor clean it 
If I can I want to destroy it 
But I realize I have another part in my life 
A part that more important than that 
I wanna make sure that part is alright 
I'm like a fool just because of love 
And now I realize it's not the time yet 
As long as I still can’t find the reason 
Why I have this feeling 
Let that door lock for awhile

10 April 2015