One Wish

For this time
I don't need your hand
I don't need your shoulder
I don't need your care
I don't need your notice
I don't need your protection
I don't need your presence

For this time
I just wanna be by myself
I wanna stand on my feet
Walk alone on this road
Sit alone on this dusty chair
Look out of the window
Leave me alone with a paper
Let me draw what's on my mind

For this time
I have only one wish
Let me know the true
Let me know your feeling
Don't keep me in the dark
Let me out from this fool
So I know you're there or not
So I can smile or cry
Without any doubt

Only for this time
I don't want to imagine anymore
I want to make it clear
If only you can realize it
There'll be no unaddressed letter
Or there'll be no letter anymore


Yogyakarta, 14 September 2016